He tells me his age limet then forces me to tell him mine.

I felt like I was played in to everything.

He tells me I am pretty and that he loves me.

I only said yes because I felt guilted.

Then 3 times I try.

I try to brake it off.

The 4th time almost worked until he told me how he cried

I felt guilt once again then told him fine.

I was in hell for a bit because he was mine.

I was in hell everytime I said I loved him.

Our relationship was build on guilt and every single lie.

After I told the truth to everyone on the network site.

Only then was the moment that he was no longer mine.

I didn’t want to do it.

But now it is over.

Please don’t make me say more.

I am still hurt and feel poor.

Running around nakid. I see a nice sexy man out side my house. I betray myself as a hooker. I sense that is what he likes. I go out the back door and wait by the dumpster. He comes by and asks how much. I reply with “$35” He takes me back to his place. He takes what little I was wearing off. We hace sex. We thrust on each others body. My thoughts were running. As I grabe the knife hidden in my slutty outfit I jab it into his heart. I jab it over and over again. I keep thrusting as I jab. 5— 8—- 13—- 50 times. As he dies I keep thrusting. His skin turns cold. I get off of him and I like my cum off. I take a shower. And then I clean up. I take him out to the middle of no where and I bury him. I say my last words to him “Goodbye dad.”

It was dark and scary. I couldn’t see a damn thing. I hear a voice. A dark and scary voice. I yell “Whos there?” No answer. But I can still hear his deep moaning. I yell louder “WHOS THERE?” Then I hear a wonan. She was crying out for help. Then all the sudden I hear a gun being loaded. “WHAT DO YOU WANT!?!?” I yell out. The man answered back with “Don’t move or she is dead.” Then the lights come on. I fall to my knees with tears in my eyes. It was my mother “NOOOOOOOO!!!” I yell out. “Shut up you bitch!” He yelled back. My eyes turned black and my mind suddenly turned empty. I start to charge at him with a knife. I screamed while stabbing him 45 times “WHOS A BITCH? WHOS A BITCH? YOU KNOW NOTHING! YOU KNOW NOTHING!!! Then after the last stab I let him fall to the ground. I take a deep breath. I untie my mother and we bury the body. And that was the end of my fathers life.

So there I was with that man. I start to make the bed. I start to take my cloths off as I take my knife and get ready. I hid the knife in my right boot. As I slowly direct him to my bed. I romove his blind fold. “Come here daddy” I call to him. There he is butt nakid. As I stick his penis up my vegina I start to thrust in the man I call dad. I give him pleasure. And then I blind fold him again. Still thrusting on him I grabe my knife. I stap him 10 times. As I watch him die I drink his blood. And as his body turns cold I thrust on his cold hard dick. And then I take him in the middle of no where where I have dugged a hole for him. I bury his cold dead body. I do back home and I eat the birthday cake. I smile with great evilness. As I say daddy dead.

Well my love is like an ocean.

It spreads through out.

My heart is like gold. So valuble.

My body is the temple.

So clean and pure.

My dreams are like the sky and the stars.

They are hard to believe the beauty.

My kiss are like butterflies.

So soft and sweet.

But nothing is like you.

Because you are the sweetest thing.

Simple Summer Smoothie

Glowing stars.

Shinning so bright.

Watching the full moon.

As I hear the crickets chirp.

As I hear the wolf cry.

I close my eyes and drift asleep. 

As I sleep I dream of you.

I dream of how our first kiss shall be.

I dream about our wonderful life together.

I want to stay asleep because I know if I wake up you’ll be with her and b not me.

But then again can she wait as long as I can?

You once told me you’ll be gone for a long time.

I told you I would wait forever if I have to.

Does she even feel the same way?

I hope when you wake up from your dream you will realize that I am the one willing to do anything for you.

And if you do; know that I’ll still be waiting for you.

I promised you that I would love you forever.

I meant what I said and I still love you now.

You still have my heart and to be honest apart of me hopes that I still have your heart too.

Glowing stars.

They shine so bright.

And when I look into your deep blue eyes they do too.

And when I see you I will make sure that I have a rose, and I know its your favorite too.

We can go out to dinner on the 28th of May.

I’ll order the ice tea and you can order the spaghetti and we can share the night together. 

We can have our first dance on a beach in Hawaii.

And I know its not your fave but can we please dance to the song “I love you”?

I love you so much I remembered everything you say to me.

I hope this song will somehow find away into your heart.

I’ve thought about you even before you said yes.

And even though you left me I still do.

I love you.

Please don’t ever forget that.

Because I will always love you; even for your mistakes.

For you I will wait forever.

I love you.

I’m still thinking of you.

I feel that you could be my soul mate.

I hope to marry you someday.

I love you.

Like the sun shinning on a rose.

Like the moon loves the sky.

I love you.

a thousand days have gone by

Still I am not over you

I love you more then anything I have ever loved

I stopped myself from doing bad things

Because I know it makes you happy

I feel like a flower blooming in the spring

I feel like new when you are around me

Spinning all around the room

You make me feel like I am flying high above the clouds

And when I cry you always find a way to make me smile

And when I’m alone you make me feel safe

I love you

I will always love you

For now and for always

I shall love you until death do us apart